the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
confusion.
confusion.more random emo quotes:"Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?""I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go."------i'm just really really confused now. and it was a fantasy in real life then; for that one perfect month, i was in paradise. but all good things come to an end, they say; and somehow, i'm left stranded in reality, still wondering where my heaven disappeared to. maybe that's why it's called daydreaming, when you have something that's too good to be true. because it's but a dream that lasts for that one special moment.but i still don't know what i did to make my dream disappear and strand me in utter confusion, when i wanted it to go on forever.i'm just about as disoriented as a pigeon that has just found out it flew into antarctica. somehow. ------"& was it something I did; was it something you said? you were all the things i though i knew; and i thought we could be. you were everything, everything, that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it."[i realised i've been using quite a few random quotes lately. that is not good. oh no.]i just hope that i'll find my paradise back again. before i go any crazier; and before i cry any more tears.i have, for the last two days. it just hurts that much. 10:27 pm
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
impossibilities.
impossibilities."if only he would have known;-each tear she cried was for him.-all her passwords were his name.-each text she got she prayed it was from him.-each call she got she prayed it was him.-everytime her heart beat she thought of him.-when she closed her eyes to sleep she would think of him.-when she woke up she thought of him.-when she heard a song she thought of him." [and even the songs she sang were because of him.]"if only he knew;-how much she loved him.-how much she cared.-how long she waited.-and how hard it was for her to move on."and they say emo quotes are never reflective of life. [yeah right; every one of that is true, except the password one.] 10:03 pm
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
confusion. confusion.more random emo quotes:"Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?""I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go."------i'm just really really confused now. and it was a fantasy in real life then; for that one perfect month, i was in paradise. but all good things come to an end, they say; and somehow, i'm left stranded in reality, still wondering where my heaven disappeared to. maybe that's why it's called daydreaming, when you have something that's too good to be true. because it's but a dream that lasts for that one special moment.but i still don't know what i did to make my dream disappear and strand me in utter confusion, when i wanted it to go on forever.i'm just about as disoriented as a pigeon that has just found out it flew into antarctica. somehow. ------"& was it something I did; was it something you said? you were all the things i though i knew; and i thought we could be. you were everything, everything, that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it."[i realised i've been using quite a few random quotes lately. that is not good. oh no.]i just hope that i'll find my paradise back again. before i go any crazier; and before i cry any more tears.i have, for the last two days. it just hurts that much.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
impossibilities. impossibilities."if only he would have known;-each tear she cried was for him.-all her passwords were his name.-each text she got she prayed it was from him.-each call she got she prayed it was him.-everytime her heart beat she thought of him.-when she closed her eyes to sleep she would think of him.-when she woke up she thought of him.-when she heard a song she thought of him." [and even the songs she sang were because of him.]"if only he knew;-how much she loved him.-how much she cared.-how long she waited.-and how hard it was for her to move on."and they say emo quotes are never reflective of life. [yeah right; every one of that is true, except the password one.]
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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